NOT HAPPY

The happy pictures of me above were taken last week. Unfortunately I am not as happy as I was then. Actually I am feeling really sad and down. Why? This is because I found out that one of my aunts is suffering from third stage womb cancer and the doctor said that she has at the most 5 years to live if she undergoes radiotherapy treatment immediately.

A couple of weeks ago she told me that she was suffering from insomnia and also had lost her appetite. Initially I thought that it was because she was sleeping in the North sector of her daughter's house and also her kitchen was in the north. Well, the reality is that the five yellow is not the only thing bothering her. I guess her having to be in that inauspicious sector would most certainly have made things worst for her.

BUT I have decided that no matter what I shall try all sorts of ways to help find a cure for her. Feng Shui, herbs, religion, eastern medicine, western medicine, miracle healers ... I will make sure that we give them all a try. Her son breaking down on the phone when he told me the grim news haunted me the whole day. Somehow, my family and I will have to be strong in dealing with this latest family crisis.